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to my dear veenechy

2009-06-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

Heaven sent you someone
Always to be by your side,
Pleasure or pain,joy or sorrow,
Path leads to your divine union..
I know you are happy now,
Love and laughter,I can only gift
You,from these words i write..

Eager I am,to see your smile
Never I think,you'll leave my side,
God blessed me with a loving sis...
And some one I know is very lucky..
Gloom had shrouded you once ,I know
Even that cant cloud you anymore
Dream ahead my sis..to a happy life ahead..

[to my dearest veenechyyy..love you lottsss..keep smiling always and may god bless you]

am lovin the rains...

2009-06-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

When I see the rain
I wonder why I feel..
the raindrops speak a thousand words..
the words all joyous,
the words all soulful,
the words all soothing,
the words all alluring...
flowers do smile..
birds do sing ...
as the raindrops singalong,
the beautiful lullaby of life..
Sitting beside my window,
I gave my eyes to the rain...
like a silly little girl..
towards her never attained love....

the OTHER ME....

2009-06-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

a chosen tear,
an illusive perception,
an unreal dream,
a shaky hope,
a quivering desire,
a lost smile,
a cruel question,
a torn heart,
a hue so blue,
I saw a different me,
in the mirror today!

i love lovin you..

2009-06-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I don't see it in the sky, or the stars, or the moon.
Sometimes, I don't see it in the rain, or in the breeze. Sometimes, I don't see it in freedom, or in flying high.
Sometimes, I don't feel it in the words or in the expressions.
Sometimes, I don't feel it in the roses or the dew drops.
Sometimes, I don't feel it in the sea-shore, or that walk by the beach.

Sometimes,
I just see it in your eyes.

Sometimes,
I just feel it in your touch.

Your Silent Promise of 'FOREVER'!

Raining clouds...

2009-06-09T19:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a very tiring day for me in office and so i was overwhelmed to see the clouds shedding their tears cos it somehow helped me to refresh myself...Never was I allowed to get drenched in the rain coss my parents always say "chakky vella asugom varum tto":)..This goody gal(thats me):) never used to go beyond their words..

But yesterday the rain was tempting me soo soo much.Despite of my ill health since day before i decided to enjoy the rain.I walked till the busstop without the company of my new nano umbrella:).u know.. its a very different feeling for your eyes and ears when u walk in a heavy rain..it will gives a 3D effect for all your senses..

Such rains give me nostalgia.When i was in my school i used to have a 'miss india' bicycle.During schooldays,the month of june gave suchrains when me and my friend literally used to take off our raincoats to get drenched in the water:).One day my dad unfortunately saw us playing in the rain.that day i had actually misplaced my raincoat somewhere in my school:).I dint have even the presence of mind to explain the situation on seeing him. Oh my god..Still I can feel the sudden shudder i had:)

Without any reluctance my dad went and told my mom all wat he saw on the road along with all necessary toppings to make it spicy..:).But to my surprise unlike all the others, my mom dint scold me.Rather she cursed the rain saying"ee mazhayk varan kanda neram.ente kuty nanajullo". I never expected such a reaction. But then i realised ,anyone can speak against you..anyone can pinpoint you..anyone can blame you..but never will a mother do that..amma i love you loads and loads.

(yesterday i got a message in my mobile..a situation closely related to this..it made me write out this post)..:)

Reach out

2009-06-09T19:18:00.000-07:00

Stand up when you have to,even if your legs are fractured

Reach out

when you are needed,even if you are dying

Smile up

when you feel like,even if your cheeks are bleeding

Smirk down

when you are hurt,even if you can't bear it

Love eternally

when you are in love,even if not reciprocated

Live perpetually

when you are born,even if you know your death day

Cos' this is a world which is eternal

Everything else is momentary

Anything and everything changes

Except the change itself

Cos' people love,live,smile only with those,who are with them

Reach out

when you are needed,even if you are dying..

you don't reach out,they will learn to live in your absence

With a begginers smile...

2009-06-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

Life's gaining on me

i try to shake it off with my smile,

i opt to lose myself in my dreams.

What life's planning to portrait me

i don't know.

What i wish to portray myself

i do know.

Trying to build my castle

Attempting to create an empire.

Reading to realize,i know a drop

Writing to comprehend,i can scribble

Talking to grasp,i can share

Laughing to just know,i enjoy

Smiling to make out,i am

Loving to just know,i live

On unfolding my dreams,

i find the mystery of pain.

Miracles happen.

Walk towards passion,

Tears will follow for no reason.

No matter whatever happens,

i cultivate my dreams and passions.

Life's gaining on me...